I probably haven’t been this depressed in ages. Wether it’s living alone, or this whole new change in my life.. with everything, i don’t know what it is but it hurts. i have an exam on thursday and i don’t feel prepared at all. kind of freaking out and this boy problem shit is just getting fucking ridiculous. my mind is running a million miles a minute and i have no one to talk to, to express myself to. there is a sinking of pain pulling me down and all i need to do is study.. more like what i should be doing. 

uh sick